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Sanity

Do I call

a spade a spade

or knaw fruitlessly

at eternity’s gate?

Joy is fleeting

Sorrow stands still

The mind mocks the mind

as I look out the window sill

Want an irony?

Then wonder what

these walls are for

to keep the inside in or the outside out

the barbed wired fences

my prickled tenses

are all but a fantasy

for I’m locked in, the world locked out

in a mirage of empty seas

At length, they want to fly away

my birds of sanity

but when they re free my mind begins to see

how the cage was a godsend!

Walk On

Empty roads beckon
they were taken long before
and are now forgotten
Now I take a turn to walk some more

I ran through perils
dangers looking me in the face
I left my home to fly
To finish every race

I ran and ran till my breath caught me
and told my life to slow down
and then I sat down finally
and took a look around

When did these flowers bloom
they were still small petals when I’d passed by
When did the sky grow dark
It was always sunshine breezing by

When did I lose you
walking by me
When did you bid your goodbye
and why did I fail to feel?

So to not feel
I keep running towards my destiny
Only once I reach there I realize
This was where I started my journey.

The Unknown Lover

He sits
in an open grave
untouched
his innocence sometimes sinfully craves
a morbid sense of love
who’d love him
if not her
the darkness of a hidden sky
she, who lives with a shadow
and a tear in the corner of her eye

He sits
perched on a grave
waiting
for the dismal joy
that comes in pain
who’d love him
if not her
the death of sound
she, who lives in silences
and for unknown music she dances
She is the unknown lover
a shroud, veil of secrets
the start of all of life’s mysteries
and the end of bleeding regrets..

The Long GoodBye

Thought it shouldn’t matter

Thought it would drown in your weak laughter

In a breeze it stayed

My dreams of a new heart for

you

You lie lost deep in those sheets

The machine hums as you smile in your sleep

In a moment of prayer

I drown all my sorrows of losing

you

“Nothing’s sad Nothing happy

Most of the times we just…be”

In your words

I’ll find that my forever will be

you

It’s a long night

I breathe in every last of your sight

In your dreams

you will see a future,won’t

you?

You opens your eyes

and gaze right through my sigh

“You will be fine” you say

And the pain just leaves…for this last while

The Dawn

Broken pieces of glass
an untouched wrist
tears running wrought
and causing a blinding mist

The wind blew in
and shattered it all
and with all this mess
this room’s suddenly too small

But as the sun shines through
the glasses shine
through all this sorrow
this light seems mine

Too many years I have lived
with no knowledge of light
with only strength of my trusted senses
and this mind’s might

So now when the good times dawn
and the light shimmers past
I smile and wonder
Was ti just the wind that broke the glass?

Voices in my head

The voices in my head

ain’t voices anymore

they’re vacant souls

begging me to let them go

An empty house

beyond an empty yard

uneaten dinners

and unread cards

Stare back at me

in a lost battle of perseverence

They wouldn’t just let it rain or snow

The voices in my head

wouldn’t just let me go